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Hopefully Hopeless !!

Hopefully HopelessCan't really think of much good in my life, That really sums up life at the moment for me. When I am with friends they make me feel so fucking amazing about myself,but that makes me happy for a while, and some make me feel like I wasn't worth anything. But now a days most of the time i feel like the second one. Apart from 1000 times worse.

I find myself day after day sitting here at this chair in front of computer, waiting for someone to came, waiting for something to happen. I don't know what i want to happen or when it's going to happen or even if it's GOING to happen or not but still i sit here waiting for it to happen. And one day hopefully, It will or not?? The arguments with myself at home are getting worse and worser than last day and my sleeping pattern is fucked up because of them.

sometimes i feel like I am doing everything wrong, i can't do anything right. I ask the question with my self am i expecting too much?? when i got the answer as "Yes" i feel that's the reason I'm being disappointed

the people who love me are supposed to want better for things but it's to hard to be the person better than what i am now. What i just know that one day i will be successful in what i am doing, and that will flush my all past failure.


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Hopefully HopelessCan't really think of much good in my life, That really sums up life at the moment for me. When I am with friends they make me feel so fucking amazing about myself,but that makes me happy for a while, and some make me feel like I wasn't worth anything. But now a days most of the time i feel like the second one. Apart from 1000 times worse.

I find myself day after day sitting here at this chair in front of computer, waiting for someone to came, waiting for something to happen. I don't know what i want to happen or when it's going to happen or even if it's GOING to happen or not but still i sit here waiting for it to happen. And one day hopefully, It will or not?? The arguments with myself at home are getting worse and worser than last day and my sleeping pattern is fucked up because of them.

sometimes i feel like I am doing everything wrong, i can't do anything right. I ask the question with my self am i expecting too much?? when i got the answer as "Yes" i feel that's the reason I'm being disappointed

the people who love me are supposed to want better for things but it's to hard to be the person better than what i am now. What i just know that one day i will be successful in what i am doing, and that will flush my all past failure.
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